Monday, April 29, 2024

"No Higher Place" - Final in the four-part series 'Crave' - Mixed media on plywood. My 149th painting.


THE NEXT MORNING

Linder is calmly situated at the table, eyes fixed on the front door. The ceiling’s plain wood construction marred by rusty red fluid that had pooled in the corner and made its way outward, a few feet towards the center of the room.
 
He still felt the struggle of getting that old bastard up into the crawlspace in his back. The reward - his boss, Mr. Lockhardt - concluded his moaning a few hours before. The ghost had been given up. One less problem. Now there was just the issue at hand.

Three hard raps on the outer door frame announce his arrival. Linder rises from the chair and approaches the door slowly, first cracking it slightly, then swinging it wide. The older gentleman greets the younger man with a nod and enters.
 
“I’ll get him.” Linder says in a hushed tone, moves to the hall and out of sight.

He had gone to the doctor earlier that morning, requesting a house call with urgency. His uncle, visiting from Minnesota, suffered an injury while helping with some work at Mr. Lockhardt’s place - resulting in a badly crushed leg, for which he would require an amputation. A construct of pure fiction - but convincing enough for the doc.

The grizzled physician remains in the front room, giving the place a once over, spying the blood stains on the ceiling - the curious drippings onto the floor and the spillage down the wall.
 
His investigation is interrupted by Linder, who emerges from the hall with a hunting rifle pointed directly at him.

“What the Hell is this?”

Linder motions to the chair with the gun barrel.
 
The bewildered man is quick to be seated.
 
Linder explains what he needs from him - his face without expression - the doctor aghast.
 
“You are out of your mind!” he cries.
 
The rifle now pressing into his chest.

“I will not!”
 
Linder raises, cocks and lowers the rifle - pushing the barrel firmly into the man’s crotch. The doctor’s eyes, red and bulging, fill with terror. A few tightly stretched seconds later, he acquiesces.
 
Linder shackles him at the ankles, chains him to a bar on the wood stove and drops himself onto a chair.
 
The captive medical practitioner opens his bag, bringing out a brown glass bottle.
 
“Opium, mandragora, henbane.” he recites.

Linder leers at the familiar looking container.
 
“Just a crude mixture, all I had at short notice.”

The captor nods his approval, allowing himself only half a regular dose. He didn’t want to be incapacitated, should the good doctor get any ideas.
 
With extreme reluctance, the procedure is underway.
 
First, disinfecting the entire area. Next, ligating the main arteries and veins. Then, transecting the muscle tissue.

Finally, the steepest incline - sawing through the bone. That half-dose of anesthesia was now intruding upon the less than gracious host.
 
Just over an hour later, the procedure is successful - an above-the-knee leg removal. Linder takes several short, rapid breaths - sweat slithers from his brow.
 
“You will need follow-up treatment that I cannot perform here.”

“Take the foot, above the ankle.” Linder instructs.

The old man does as he’s told.
 
“Now, in the dish and in the oven.”

He follows Linder’s direction, placing the vessel into the already-lit wood stove.
 
Linder closes his eyes and inhales deeply.

Three hours crawl by, Linder nods towards the stove, the doctor gets to his feet and checks on the leg.
 
“Bring it.” Linder commands.
 
The doctor removes the shallow pot from the oven and places it in front of the younger man still positioned at the table - who is now in obvious pain, minus any anesthetic assistance.
 
“I will not be witness to this act of perversion.”

Linder glances up, sneers and passes him the keys to free himself. The nervous older man moves with haste, his shaking hands fumble with the locks until both shackles lay empty on the floor. He takes a few measured steps from the kitchen back to the dining area where Linder watches with an eagle eye.
 
It’s a stare-down. Linder, using one of his former employer’s crutches, grunts and lifts himself to a standing position. The doctor’s chest rising and falling as adrenaline shoots through his veins.
 
Linder motions to the door with his head. The doctor, taut as a wire, turns and advances to the exit.
 
Four steps. The sound of a rifle engaging. The old man stops, his figure still as set concrete, only inches from his escape. Pulse at a gallop, mind scattering. He turns to face what he knows he cannot change.
 
One shot to the center of his chest sends him sailing backwards, crashing into the door, sliding down onto the creaky floorboards. He fights violently to fill his lungs with air. The second shot ends his struggle.


Linder drops the rifle onto the dead man’s body and hobbles back to the table, easing himself down onto his chair. He configures a begrudging sigh, loosens the soaked bindings on his leg - allowing blood to flow freely - then indulges in the forbidden delicacy that lay before him.

Sunday, April 14, 2024

"Surrender" - Third in the four-part series 'Crave' - Mixed media on plywood. My 148th painting.

 


The scratches weren’t deep but still needed seeing to. After scouring the old man’s place for something to clean his wounds, he settles on rot-gut whiskey. Better than nothing.

Linder stands next to the table, washing his arm over a ceramic basin with a bit of water, then the whiskey. It stung but that was fine - impurities being purged.
 
He blots his arm with a piece of cloth torn from one of his employer’s Sunday shirts and slathers on a small glob of honey - then wraps the area with a bigger piece of cloth from the same place. He tucks the last few inches of the makeshift bandage into itself, inspects his work and leaves the table to dump the dirty water.
 
The modest house is filled with the glorious smell of roasting meat. Linder bustles over to the old wood burner, throws open the door and has a gander - the fine joint rests luxuriously in a shallow pot, bathing in its own broth, scenting the air with its savory delight. His mouth floods in anticipation. A moan from across the room interrupts his culinary moment.
 
His employer was coming to. Linder dashes to the table, grabs the rag, the ether and scurries over to attend to the matter.
 
“You sorry son of a bitch, what have you done to me?” the old man coughs out in a throaty rasp.

“Back to sleep.” whispers the younger man.

The cloth barely wet - the bottle near empty. Linder was nervous but reassured once his employer’s head falls backward and words cease to escape his cracked lips. Another bottle would be necessary. That means a trip to the chemist. Out, in public, where people would see him.
 
He shakes the brown glass container - maybe one or two more light doses. That outing would need to happen soon - but not before dinner.
 
Half an hour passed, the old man was still out - maybe this time for good. Linder takes steps in his direction, kneels beside him, places two fingers to his neck - a very weak pulse. A sigh of relief.
 
He springs up and races to the oven, removes the cooking vessel, places it on the stove-top and marvels. The wondrous aroma, every inch of that succulent meat falling gently away from the bone. A truly rapturous experience awaits him.
 
Linder seats himself at the table with a plate. He takes it all in first with his eyes, then through the nose - teasing, depriving - until it burns in every part of his mind and body. Finally, a taste. The warm, juicy flesh cooked to perfection fills his every need and desire.
 
So good in fact, it rouses the old man who lays crumpled in the far corner of the room.
 
Linder indulges in another bite, closing his eyes and chewing slowly. He was indeed in paradise.
 
“You bastard fuck.”

Eyes open, he turns towards the groggy store owner. He takes one last bite and stands from the table - moving in unison with his chewing, stooping down next to his employer - swallowing the mouthful of pulverized meat.

“I need a doctor.” groans the shop-keep.

Linder hovers above the elderly figure on the floor, licking his lips, staring spitefully into his eyes.
 
“Get me a goddamn doctor!”

The younger man grabs the pile of burlap sacks covering his boss and rips them away - inspecting his body head to toe. Giving extra attention to the tourniquet around his right leg - or what was left of it.
 
“For a mean old bastard, you taste very good.”

The elder man turns to face Linder.

“I’ll die without a doctor, son of a bitch.”

“You will die anyway.” Linder croaks in deadpan.

He stands and returns to the table - finishing the rest of his meal.


Amidst the intricate ecstasy, new thoughts arrive.

Sunday, April 7, 2024

"The Urge to Transgress" - Second in the four-part series 'Crave' - Mixed media on plywood. My 147th painting.

 


THE NEXT DAY

He stands at the counter, eyes glossed over, mouth curiously agape, body rigid. Thwack! His spell broken by a cleaver smashing into the chopping block, violently dividing a large section of meat.
 
Mind no longer wandering, Linder gazes lustfully at the fresh kill just a few feet away. Still coated in smears and splotches of red, that exhilarating smell gently caressing his senses. His salivary glands redlining.
 
A man wearing a blood-stained apron carefully wraps a generous clod of the bovine flesh and drops it in front of the perturbed Swede.

“Be after that sorghum later.” the butcher reminds.

Linder - burdened with his troubling thoughts - nods, grabs the package and stumbles out the door. For the entire walk back, he drifts into fantasy - squeezing the parcel tightly, imagining things so foul and profane - he would never dare speak them to another living soul.
 
Into the store, his eyes meet with those of the old man. He stands frozen just inside the doorway.
 
“Hell’s the matter with you?”
 
Linder had been caught daydreaming in full abandon.

“Bring it here!” barked the shop-keep.
 
The young man hurries to the counter, sets the meat order down and rushes to the store room. The old man burns holes in Linder’s back until he’s out of view.
 
Hours later, the butcher leaves with his grains, it was closing time. Linder sweeps up for the night while his boss goes over the ledger. The younger man returns the near worn-out broom to the back, stopping to glance his coat and lunch pail.

“Better come see.”

“What is it?” asks the bitter elder, eyes still on the page.

“Looks bad.”

The old man grunts, throws himself down from his stool and around the counter, making angry steps towards the problem.

“You’re so goddamn helpless, don’t know why I ever hired you!”

He stands in the small enclosure, looking around, then at Linder.

“Well what is it?
 
“Here.” Linder says, pointing to a broken shelf upon which a cracked glass jar sits.

The shop-keep bends down, leans in.

This is what you bother me for, ya dumb bastard?”

He raises up, whips around and is met with Linder’s forceful right hand. A cloth soaked in ether covers the old man’s mouth and nose. Linder spins him, pulling his body close, clutching tighter as the rag begins its work.
 
The man - clawing at Linder’s arm, slowly giving in to the potion, falls limp. The younger man’s heart racing - drags his employer to the back door, dropping his vacant body onto a huge pile of conveniently placed burlap sacks.
 
Linder finishes closing the store. He waits until dark before loading the tied-up old man into the wheelbarrow in the alley, covering him with the sacks and taking him home.


He belonged to Linder now.